I seem to come here when I'm tired and angry and sick of it all. I guess that's when I most need to get away from the traditional places I post, the places where my child reads, and vent.
Today, I'm just tired of having a teenager attached to my hip. I mean really, I adore this child. I look at her and I am so grateful that she is here, and I cherish every moment. But she is still a teenager, and all the rude, obnoxious, know-it-all attitude that comes with that.

And I'm tired of worrying. Tonight I'm worrying about her heart, her kidneys, her liver.... never mind worrying about the damn cancer!

I'm so over the edge of being tired - I just don't give a damn about anything outside of my kids right now. It's not a fun way to be.

So how do I get out of this? How do I find joy, embrace and live for each day, blah blah blah.....
Yeah, I believe it, but I also believe that months of stress, lack of sleep, and constant feelings of drowning, can kick the sh+t out of you.