Saturday, May 21, 2011

Feeling the weight of it all

Most days, I try and focus on the positives.  I'm so thankful to have my child with me, and I take each day as a great gift.  She's come through so much, and she's come so far from where she was.  But today is one of those days when I can't help but feel the enormity of the loss. 
Today was a softball game.  I went late - figured that I wouldn't need to be there early to see her play.  Another game, where Maggie got to sit on the sidelines and watch her teammates.  Another game where she has missed out.  I hate it.  I hate that my amazing, talented, athletic child has to sit on the sidelines.  It isn't fair.  It isn't right.  It just sucks.

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