I am so damned tired. I need to get up and every part of my body is aching. I feel guilty even saying that given what my daughter is feeling. I don't think I've had a good night's sleep in weeks and it is all catching up to me. People tell me I need a break. How on earth do you take a break when your child has cancer? I can't take a day off from work because I am barely hanging on to my job and I've used up all my leave time with clinic visits, hospital stays, etc. I can't even have a drink before bed - I need to stay alert and able to rush to the hospital on a moment's notice.
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